hey guys...no more LJ sorry!! Email me though if you wanna. So yea, this is my last entry....sorry!!

I also forgot to add...I got kicked outta my bedroom and hafta sleep on a freakin couch all weekend..no bedroom...ahhh...where shall i hide?

Well...the Toolan fun-fest began at 7:30. My aunts and uncles have arrived. Everyone has been calling all day. Tomorrow is my grandparents fiftieth ann. and everyone is arriving today and isnt leaving until sunday. god help me! So yea, can you say stress?hmmmm....

Ello. Last night Megan and I went to the mall for a little bit. I had an okay time. When I got home, my mom asked me to vacuum, so I went and got the vacuum, but it wouldn’t start. My mom flipped out on me, she went on and on how it was my fault its not working. After that ordeal, I went online for awhile. I had a good conversation with Katie and ( Read more... )

Hey. Yes, I am still pretty mad, pissed, angry, etc. I don’t want sympathy or anything; I just want somebody to tell me that everything will be alright, that I will be better soon. I think that the reasons as to why things are very bad again are because of the reasons I wrote in my lj months ago. Like, I mean everyday I do all my chores and such ( Read more... )

Hi. Yes, I am still pretty pissed off, but oh well. I mean, I am tired of being like this, but I guess I have to accept it because this is how I am now. And yes, I screwed up again. Laura…I love you. You are helping me and trying to, and I apologize for screwing up…this is going to be hard again. Last night I went to a barbecue at the Owens. I felt ( Read more... )

Hi. I know last night I kinda just flipped. I was just so pissed off. I still am. Its all the little things. I have screwed up again. I just can’t stand when things like my little brother yells at me so rudely, and when I tell him to stop yelling rudely; my parents flip on me. I hate it. Its not fair. I just want someone to let me know everything ( Read more... )

Hi. I am mad right now. i don't know why. Maybe I am pissed at my brother? Grrrrr...I wrote a poem. Again. I am writitng right now to avoid doing something stupid. Later.

Hello there! I am really tired today. Last night was Allie’s party. It was really fun. I hope she had a good time…even though she wasn’t surprised. Allie and Jack talked inside for awhile, and Anthony would not let us go inside…I guess he was afraid? I dunno. Before the party, the Owens and Rodners came over to my house to go swimming. Mrs. Owen ( Read more... )

Hello! So sorry I haven’t updated in awhile. The beach was so much fun! The car ride down was fun…the cootie catcher Allie Beech and I made was awesome. This car behind us was so annoying; it was filled with theses ‘look at me I am so cool’ girls. We held up signs making fun of them. The first day, we chilled at the beach and I buried Allison and ( Read more... )