God's been testing me pretty hard lately. I had to have been a murder or child abuser in a previous life to deserve all this karma hahaha. I am hanging though. Dealing with everything shockingly well. I know everyone around me is waiting for me to lose it. When it rains, it pours I guess. I needed all this though, or something like that. I feel as ( Read more... )

being an adult, and adult problems are not fun. i miss one year ago...

and even when im wasted, all i do it wish every boy was mike. this is getting disgusting. and not me at all. he went to manhattans and said that he loved me over the mic. he is still the most amazing boy. ohh how i wish i knew what to do. 100 percent everything i want, and i don't want it. kill me. love stinks haha i forgot how much break ups suck ( Read more... )

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ummm. so i think i'm moving to cornwall next month. i never thought i would be this scared. or even more so, that my parents would want me to stay so bad.

i love immature boys who put sugar in gas tanks.
yeah...

2007 has been pretty lame so far.

i fucking hate this job. hahaha

but good always comes from the bad.

aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggg.

Today I made 3 deals at the office. After a crazy rough week, today was an amazing workday. I love this job. I know I wrote a few months ago that I would have a new job by Feb, If it was the last thing I did. I got the job, a promotion, and a raise there already. I feel like this is something I was born to do. It's going to take a lot of work, but ( Read more... )

so my past week.
i started my second job. i love it. telephone harrasment/mortgage broker.
my parents told me they are moving in 3 weeks. and i don't get a bedroom.
more searching for apartments with meagan. so scary.
mmmiiiikkkkeeee<3 ( Read more... )