people who i do not know need to stop talking about people that i do know on livejournal....and not take advantage of my friends while they are drunk....this probably means like everyone on this thing.... i ahve not written in here in forver i just needed to say that

well.... i use this thing to complain so here we go. college sucks.... i want to transfer, but i don;t know where i want to go. i need to leave and go somewhere...i am sick of here for at least now. it sucks when someone u loved...and will unconditionally love,even though not in the same way, thinks of you as nothing. it sucks the way i am and ( Read more... )

i am at go go juice and blair is making a smoothie. i have done nothing over break and want to see more people and people more often. am going before blair comes back

i don't know why i always complain on here but here ( Read more... )

okay...i don't like my college, i don;t know any of the people here, i have had gone to soooo many parties that do not exist here and even if they did i would probably not go and i would not have anyone to go with and i am still making bad grades. anyways tomorrrow should be fun. i am very excited about my dance recital although i do not even have ( Read more... )

i never wanted to be this person, i hate her.

i laugh when things are totally not funny. all the time. usually i am really upset and then i just laugh. or something bad just happens and i laugh. when something good happens i usually cry or just scared i am going to lose it or something. so when things are bad. i laugh. i am a very funny and confused person. but i like dancing really hard in ( Read more... )

i need this weekend to be good. and i know that if it goes bad it will be because i have caused myself to be because i am a poop. these last two weeks have sucked a lot of major balls. and i get to be with some of th best people i know and love this weekend and rob is coming home so it has to be good. otherwise i might die ( Read more... )

I AM A STUPID, STUPID, STUPID GIRL!!!!!. and not getting any smarter at the moment. because i am still thinking very stupid, stupid thoughts. i think i forgive some people way to easily, but i also never forget things which is a big flaw. even though i was screwed over, i still blame it on me. if i had not have been so stupid, so blind, and ( Read more... )

i am at home..i missed all my classes today because i had to go to the doctor. i have an exam at 9 tomorrow that i can not miss and i am not going back to school till tomorrow so i have not studied and i can't make up an exam so i have to go ( Read more... )