Well, it's the day before Christmas and here I sit all alone. I'm beginning to feel like an abandon toy. You know the one that gets tossed into the closet for months at a time and then when the kid is feeling good it drags me out to play with for a few minutes. I spend so much time alone anymore that when someone does want to spend time with me I ( Read more... )

Well, after seven months of absence I have returned. What's new in my life you ask? Oh my, where to start, where oh where to start? All my roommates are gone. It's just me and my mom and six cats, two birds, a dog and a gazillion fish. Mind you I own one cat, one dog, two birds and the gazillion fish. I've been a busy girl, just before my nervous ( Read more... )

Well, I can honesty say that the last month has been terrible. Way too much over time, too many bills, not enough money and then there is the major fuck to bet all fuck ups ( Read more... )

Well, now I've been working a lot of overtime and that's all good and fine, more moeny for the bills. So, my guy calls at 6:00 am to see if I need a ride to work........get to spend an extra 45 minutes in his company......HELL YEAH I need a ride. The day was pretty good, except that it just seemed to drag on forever. Then he calls to see if I want ( Read more... )

Well, in August my son and his female moved in with me....big mistake. This little thing was a pain in the ass almost from the first minute. She hated the word no and loved to fight. She would get pissy about something and start a fight with my son. Now my son is not a fighter and she would slap him. If that didn't work she would move on to ( Read more... )

what the hell did I do? shit.......everything is always wrong. the last 3 months have just sucked and it just keeps getting worse. so, today I received the final blow. the straw that broke the camel's back.......I want one valid reason for me to contiune to live....dont' bother there isn't one, but that's ok. not like it really matters. I've never ( Read more... )

well, about a month ago I discovered that my nephew's girlfriend stole my checkbook.........not like I ever write checks, I live by plastic. they wrote some checks on my account and and really just fucked things all up. so the bank freezes my account on Memorial Day weekend......just fucking great, a three day weekend and I can't even buy beer. so ( Read more... )

after 5 longs years of crap from this stupid bastard, he calls on Saturday and wants to meet. Why? to finally get the divorce underway. so, I'm like sure (dumbass that I am). he shows up with the new woman and both kids..........Bleh. let's just get this crap over with already. so, I'm looking over the paper and realize that he and/or the new woman ( Read more... )

I have felt like a defective typewritten for days now. all I want to do is kill something and I'm not to picky about what. I've been smoking again and I feel like shit. if screaming or crying would do any good I would throw a full fledged tantrum. I can't figure it out. it's like PMS only about 500 times worse. am not a happy camper, have been ( Read more... )

well, life is just a wonderful game. I went out with this guy once about a month ago. One date ~ sort of. He paid for the Arizona Science Center and I paid for dinner. Big whoop. a nice enough guy I guess, when we parted ways he gave me a hug and said he would be in touch.......great. I had fun, but was not feeling overly "romantic" about things. ( Read more... )