I don't really know. I have been in the weirdest state since I have been home from Florida, and I guess I was in the same one while down there. I blame it on missing my friends at school, but it is hard to say. I have been on the verge of misery and anger. It seems to revolve around the times that I come home, because that seems to be when all the ( Read more... )

Wow, how long as it been? Things have been up and down. But such is life I suppose. On the whole, things have been great. This place had quite an effect on my mind. I have become even more of a realist, which does not mean I am pessimistic by any means. I do not believe in optimism or pessimism. So yeah ( Read more... )

I absolutely LOVE college. The people here and the atmosphere is amazing. There are so many things that this place has brought out of me, and I am so grateful. Parts of me I forgotten existed. And it feels really good. I once again appreciate the sunshine and I lie in the grass for fun. Conversations revolve around something new everytime, and it ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my grad party. It was fun. I am glad that everyone came that I wanted to come, but it was so much work. I did not get to go swimming with my friends because I felt like I was running around like a chicken with no head because I had to entertain everyone. But when it came time to open presents, I ended up laughing my bootah off. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the Ren. Festivalia...it was so much fun! I can't wait until next year. The only thing was that all the boys were with us pretty much, and none of them seemed like they were having any fun after 3:00 rolled around. I guess it is more of a girls thing, unless you are just one of those guys that is into that stuff. So it was basically ( Read more... )

So I just spent the last week reading Jane Eyre, and I could not put it down, which was really odd. I can't stand books like that one, where all the text is about is what is around and the scenery and everything. But I figured that since I was bored I would give it a try. And now I wish that men were really like the Mr.Rochester from the novel. ( Read more... )

So I went to orientation monday, and let me tell you, in the beginning it was boring as hell. And it was hot as hell outside. but once 8-9 rolled around it was fun because we watched a really funny skit and saw a really cool magician that has been on the criss angel mindfreak show. It was so cool. I think his last name was bennicheck or something. ( Read more... )

Wow, there is so much stuff that I have been thinking about recently. And I am so thankful for Hedi being there for me to talk to. She is the best ever! Even if she lives halfway around the world. I feel really wierd, and I do not know how to act with the way that I feel. It is a hard thing to talk about. But oh well ( Read more... )

Wow, graduation is over. We heard so many speeches, but susan's touched me the most, I almost bawled during it. It is bittersweet that we are done with high school now, and we have to move on to college. And I am the only one going away it seems, and everyone else is staying here, and it makes me sad. An hour and a half away maybe, but it almost ( Read more... )

Ball was sweet! Let me tell you, I had so much fun dancing with the girls, and then slow dancing with Brian ( Read more... )