So as of late, I've been having dreams where I've been readying myself to get married.  Each dream has been different with the settings, a different portion of the day/set-up, and last but not least, the man I was about to marry.  As with each dream, nothing and I mean absolutely NOTHING was how I would want my dream wedding to be nor would anyone ( Read more... )

Just felt the need to write tonight. Random, nonsensical words and phrases may leap out of my brain and through my fingers that are trying really hard to type quietly so as not to wake those sleeping in the house.  This is where inner dialogue gets particularly dangerous as I have no control over whatever gets spewed out from the recesses of my ( Read more... )

It amuses me when people start to argue about politics when they clearly aren't well versed in both sides of any argument.  Yes, I understand you have your own ideas based of what you do know.  I also know that one shouldn't spout their ideals and give what they believe to be "hard evidence" to support their ideas.  A majority of the time, most of ( Read more... )

As for the unknown acronyms, they are "Post I Don't Give a Damn" and "Shut The Fuck Up I Don't Care" respectively.  Either works for me right now.  I'm so angry I can't really begin to fathom why I'm even at this level of anger.  Normal stupid things that normally wouldn't irk me in the slightest have me hitting levels of annoyance to the point ( Read more... )

So I've come to many a conclusion today, a majority through the twisted inner workings of my mind and reactions to various situations that occurred. Vacations should be at least a week long. One should not work a long shift after a small weekend off (despite being paid time and half). Parents and Offspring will never see eye to eye on matters of ( Read more... )

I have to say, today was a rather contemplative day even if nothing of a serious nature (or of any nature) was actually contemplated on.  In short, my mind was wandering severely.  So due to the lack of concentration, I managed to get annoyed by very simple matters: conversations, the phone ringing, the computer alerting me when I had emails, the ( Read more... )

I really am curious what happened to human decency.  I'm quite certain class has to do with it.  It amazes me how people with low class have less tact than the size of the point of a needle.  Another thing that I realized is that these particular people love to interrupt every other sentence and a half, and then proceed to twist your words around ( Read more... )

Of all the nights to not only have insomnia, but also where I have tears running down my face. And over a couple of conflicting emotions; crazy. I'll admit it, I got truly upset this morning when being told for the millionth time (taking a stab at the number, I've lost count really) that I should go work for Disney. Yes, I'm a child at heart. I ( Read more... )

I for one, am not looking forward to tomorrow. I do not look forward to turning 24, and I most certainly am not looking forward to how I know I will be waking up in this depressing mood that I've been in for the past couple hours. Why am I upset? Because this is the first time I'm celebrating my birthday at home in 5 years. It is also the first ( Read more... )

Lovely how when I hear the song, "The Infection", by Disturbed do more evil memories surface.  Then listening to the lyrics more closely, I realize just how much they ring true to what I have been feeling in the dark recesses of my brain in regards to certain issues.  It make sense that this "infection" is still deeply rooted and even though it is ( Read more... )