Why did you go and have to do that...why? Why did you have to go and do something so stupid? I know there were good intentions behind it....but why? I'm finally accepting that something I will always hold dear to me is done and over with...why did you have to go and give me some glimmer of a false hope? If you even suspect that its not your ( Read more... )

I've come to realize just how much of a fairy-tale world we think we live in.  Something bad happens, sweep it under the rug.  Someone stole a cookie out the cookie jar? Oh my gosh, alert the media we have a crisis on our hands.  One person barely does anything yet its connected to something potentially great, turn them into a hero.  Real life is ( Read more... )

I've gone back to not remembering what I dreamed about for the last two nights.  Guess that's good in a way, but I'm not sure I like how I remember feelings (albeit dull) from them.  I broke last night, and I will not name who the person is that caused me to break.  He is a good friend of mine, however its no one anybody knows.  I came out of it ( Read more... )

So a conversation on Spirit Animals came up last night when I was hanging out with Job and the others.  I blame the stupid Spider for this one, and as much as I hate to say this it really does fit me....even if its something that literally makes me cringe/shudder every time I think about it. This led to stuff with Birth Totems.  Cassie should like ( Read more... )

Apparently I am.  Oh, and for the record, 5 dreams in a row (look at post before this).  Thank God last night's dream was a the most extreme brain fuck I've ever had the "pleasure" of receiving.  I think I am being messed with truthfully...and if I am there is going to be some serious ass-kicking.   Been on a Disturbed high for a while...surprised ( Read more... )

What exactly are dreams to begin with?  Are they just moving pictures in our minds during REM cycles? Things we desire? Things that we don't want to happen? Premonitions? What?  Many questions, not exactly a lot of answers.  All I know is that with me, I wouldn't exactly call them premonitions or even deja vu, but in the end could they might just ( Read more... )

Seriously I'm about to cry here.  The printers in the photo lab absolutely suck.  No lie, they do.  I've lost more money than I care to count trying to make stupid prints that come out an obnoxious pink color or don't even print at all.  I don't know why the printers are acting up this semester, they were decent enough last year with a few minor ( Read more... )

I love how when I desperately need four classes next semester, all of them studios, that there are only two that work without any time conflicts.  On top of that, I love how there is only one time slot making it all the more harder to make something work out.  So thank you for throwing another road block in front of me as I'm finishing up my dual ( Read more... )

Honestly, I don't know what I'd do without certain people.  My patience is wearing thin with classes, and my motivation is basically gone...minus for two classes, but that's besides the point.  If I really wanted to, I would have graduated this semester...but then I would be letting myself down and breaking a personal promise and I really don't ( Read more... )