Slightly worried that I will be on medication forever to make me happy and not actually know how to be happy myself or what real happy is when I am.
I say that but I know when I wake up with a kiss from mark that I am at my most happy. I just wish I didnt have this feeling right now.

meh
x

After an eternity of bad luck I think karma has caught up with me and decided to give me a break.

I am very happy today :)

So all I wanted to do was not go to cinema with mark tonight and instead I tell him I dont want to go anywhere with him again. So it all happened over email and I feel like a right bitch and i feel like a right idiot cuz I go out with is amazing guy and decide to stop. Grrr. I mean if it was an asshole I would never break up with them..but because ( Read more... )

                 HAPPY BIRTHDAY

today i am going to paint my nails red and wear some funky blue eyeliner and smile! yup u heard it here first. Im going to smile! lol.

2 days until the birthday and im feelin so utterly low its horrible. Hugh emailed me yesturday about stuff and I dont think he gets it AT ALL. He should have been there for me. Pfft. Not the other way around. I was ( Read more... )

Today is monday and my birthday is on friday. Im hoping I can escape the weekend and not actually have to go through my birthday!!! I wish it was someone elses bday and the pressure would be off and I could actually enjoy myself. I dont want to be there as me! lol.

Braden told me he loved me. I called into see him at work and give him his passport ( Read more... )

goin to pay my fees for uni...for last year! lol.

xox

www.postsecret.com

incredibly raw and moving postcards. surprisingly artistic and honest. i love it. am tempted to send in a few secrets of my own..
x

shinjiteru kimi wo = Believe in your feelings ( Read more... )

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