Ever get those days when u just want to hide away from the world and feel grumpy for no real reason with everyone? Today is one of those days. So I am just gona hide away. Stay in my room and read all about suicide ( my dissertation )and see if that sure as hell makes me feel better! lol.

it was sooo sunny today!! got up hungover and watched my bro in the marathon. then home to get sausage sandwhich. such a cure!!So we decided to have a fun day out. Took my lil sis into town to meet the boi and we went on a bus tour of Belfast!! Was great. Such a tourist! Was fun. All the things I learnt today about my city. Im all knowledgable now ( Read more... )

I got fired for the first time. Bastards. Am going to appeal it through legal channels because they didnt go thru procedure to fire me. Grr. Cant believe it. Ive never even had a detention! Was nice tho cuz got to meet Q for hugs on a friday night,ended up in his friends house where I proceeded to get drunker and drunker and they took some illegal ( Read more... )

I forgot how my body reacts to stress...total meltdown! lol. So am spending the next few days recovering. Went out last night and drank vodka so am feeling much better. Groggy but ok. Stress is fading. Still have to hand my dissertation in on may 13th,it had to be a friday didnt it! Nearly summer. Nearly oxegen. Nearly car time! Must get photo for ( Read more... )

one more day and then the essay will b handed in...I hope. thank god the lib is open all night tonite!
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Friday was such a wonderful day. Hugh came and hung out with me in the morning and kept me from studying. sucha  good bf! lol. Really really amazing day. Rang Braden at MDS to try and get Q a place on a study. 3 grand to take sleeping tablets. Was a bit weird tho talkin to the ex bf about the new bf. He was really playing up the cockyness. But it ( Read more... )

wow. I am so very happy!!!

Never tell a boy you dont think he is over his ex gf. He might just tell you that its true.

Those who seek the truth deserve punishment for finding it,.

In other news I had a gorgeous walk around the park and have yet to discover if black cats are good luck or bad.  Bit of both I reckon. Off to docotors now. Yeah! lol!

Stuck studying for yet another day. Its totally depressing me. Which is actually convenient since my study is about depression and suicide. Man I wish it was tuesday already.

Weekend was good,went to see Biffy on thursday night with Q. Support band..Berkeley were AMAZING and I acted like a groupie and got free stuff. Well not all free but huge ( Read more... )

tired. sooo bloody tired!! got to get this essay finished before biffy tmrw nite. ahhhh! i cant sleep and am so tired!
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