It's Over.

[irishtapdancer]

Done. Disappeared. Not my feelings, of course. I could never stop the way I feel, but I suppose that she can turn her feelings on and off. I suppose that's why she told me she loved me and then wants to leave me because I don't have the time to go and see my father. Or maybe it's the will power. She doesn't understand how he makes me feel. And what

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[hermione_liz]

So, you two have split. Mind telling me what happened?

[irishtapdancer]

If I could figure out myself. I don't understand it, Hermione. I cared about her so much and then this had to happen. I bet my father would be proud that I've managed to fuck up relationships like he did.

[hermione_liz]

Well, I damn sure can't figure that for you. I know, Seamus. I know you did. Lisa cares about you, too. Why don't you two just talk it out? And no, you aren't like your father. Not at all.

[irishtapdancer]

Well, what makes it even more depressing is that I don't even know if I can. I can't! It never works. I'm afraid I'll hurt her even more than I have already. And I must be something like him if I hurt every girl I seem to care about! How many relationships will I have to fail to be happy?!

[lisa_arabella]

I suppose that she can turn her feelings on and off.

How dare you say that? I'm insulted!

[irishtapdancer]

I just don't understand what's going on! I'm really not in the mood to talk at all. I don't know, Lisa. You wouldn't have said what you said to me if you cared as much as you said you did. You're smarter than that.

[lisa_arabella]

I'm sorry Seamus. I do care about you. That's why we have to separate. I care about you so much that I can't bear the thought of putting you through hell anymore.

[irishtapdancer]

You don't deserve how I've been, busy or not. So I'm not even going to go into it. I regret what I've done, it was fun while it lasted, but I know I'd be hurting you in the end and I didn't even think of it. So I've been more of an ass that even you have probably realised.