Sometimes I wonder...was it really a mistake to give up one priority in my life for someone I would want to be there for, even though being there for them is under appreciated? Of course, this is all a hypothetical question. Just want to know for future references.

( Private )

Suddenly, I find myself writing a graduation speech. How did that happen so quickly? I mean, it just feels like I started seventh year and it's already over. Not to mention NEWTs and what we're going to do when we get out of school. I never thought this would go so fast. I'm glad that I met who I met. Haha, now it feels like I'm leaving or ( Read more... )

Now that I'm back...I'm bored.

Coming back from my mother's funeral makes me feel better. I guess it's because now I've seen her and I don't have to worry about my father or anyone.

And all of you guys who left that giant basket in my room, thanks. I appreciate it a lot. You've made me feel loads better.

I haven't talked to anyone in ages...I feel so left out. But I guess that would be for the better. I haven't been much of a talking companion lately. I do need something to do soon or I'll slice my head open die of boredom and heartache.

( Private to Lisa )

My room is a mess. My mother is dead. My aunt doesn't care whether I'm informed of my own mother's death family activities. She wants me to stay away from my mother's funeral at school over the vacations. There's too much pain for me to deal with involving my mother's death and it's strenuous. I can't make it go away because my mother is dead it ( Read more... )

So, according to my cousin, my mother is sick. What. The. Hell. I can't go and visit her either, because Malfoy isn't here and I'm the only Head Student left! Honestly, he should have a fucking replacement, at least for now.

Please don't let her die let there be anymore bad news for now. I don't think I can handle anymore. What with Ginny and ( Read more... )

Why is all of this happening? In this past week, Ginny's fainted with a small chance of waking up anytime soon and Harry's gone blind from visions...

I don't understand. I want it to stop, I really do. What have they done to deserve all of this? It's stupid. I don't want them to get hurt or die, I couldn't stand losing them. Or losing myself. This ( Read more... )

Anyone care to ask of the date?

Shut up, okay? I don't need to hear you babble idiotically all hours in the night!

Ginny, where are you? Come save me.