ok soo.. here i am .. school is about to start and not once has anyone called me not once has someone asked me to hang out with them... i always do the calling i always do the asking and most of the time i get shut down.. i geuss you all jus lost feelings for me or something or jus never really liked me in the begining ... whatever the cause i dont ( Read more... )

i cant cry but i feel like im going to cry any second but thats been going on for hours my body aches and my stomach hurts... i wish i knew what was going on i wish i knew what she does all those time she says she is at work i wish i believed her i wish i didnt think of her cheating on me but i do i feel like shit oh well i geuss i should break up ( Read more... )

well im ok i geuss i have gf and im getting a job but i jus feel so shitty lately ive been so depressed and its jus getting worse as the summer goes on.. idk whats wrong with me idk why im unhappy but i am... life is jus passin me by and im jus sittin here like its nothing and its saying hello and im to stupid to listen... im getting to the point ( Read more... )

i think its wierd when u acctually realize how much you dont care for someppl.. lol weather its friends or family its still wierd... oh well thats the way it goes i geuss

i literally feel like im nothing.. yes im happy yes i have a girlfriend who i care for deeply.. and yes im happy with her.. but i myself feel as if i am nothing.. there is nothing i can prove that i am even worth being here ... its like i go day by day waking up and sleeping. i literally get up go to school go home then sleep all day.. there isnt ( Read more... )

ok bored um yah um rocky... yah.. not going fo while... um yah jenn is awsome.. need more time with her.. less time with other ppl... and um i love you all

let me fall to sleep

and once there let it be deep

for till the day i am in your arms

shall i be awoken

if that day never comes remember this

my heart is broken

is a bitch

well i hit a new low i cried at work today and i swear to you im not going to talk to anyone anymore weather its phone or comp im done i dont want to be around anyone anymore jus leave me alone

i feel like everyone around me is slowly slipping away from mean and its getting harder and harder to get them back