I decided to reward myself for sticking it through college, getting a degree and a nice engineering job by finally upgrading from my aging laptop (which might not even make it until the replacement arrives).

[1] Area-51® 7500

Processor: Intel® Core™ 2 Duo E8400 3.00GHz 6MB Cache 1333MHz FSB
Alienware P2 Chassis: Alienware® P2 Chassis with ( Read more... )

Jan 4th - 8:00 PM

All moved in but very much without internet connection. Since I'm cut off from contact from most of my friends and loved ones, it seems like making a brief journal of my activities might help kill some time.

For those of you who have been out of the loop, I've had a total disaster of a job hunt following graduation. I waited 4 ( Read more... )

Yep the blog was up for grabs in the mass clearing too ( Read more... )

The Social Ideas of American Physicians 1776-1976' by E. The police ( Read more... )

If you open a door to the world, the world will break that door off at the hinges and make no effort to fix it after you're emptied ( Read more... )

Every day that goes by finds me feeling slightly less connected with the rest of the world, and even moreso with myself. I'm seeing people I used to call my best friends - people I could tell anything without fear of reprisal, and with whom everything felt okay - just pulling away and trying to disappear. Like I'm somehow going to blithely not ( Read more... )

Happy birtday to me...

And also to T.S. Eliot - interesting that my favorite poet has the same birthday.

I ignored memories that had become defining lessions in shame to come from the cool shadows of the treeline to the clearing because you put your hand out to me ( Read more... )

Would it be so much to ask of fate and circumstance that things work out, just this once? Providence is fickle.

At least they're vaguely interesting. I hope I keep getting them ( Read more... )