so i think i've noticed a trend.
i only post in here when something "not so great" happens.
here's the latest.
what i thought was absolutely flawless,
was really quite jaded.
will's and my 15 month relationship ended...
and not as smooth as i had hoped and prayed for.
there were so many emotions confusing eachother on both sides...
and so many ( Read more... )

yesterday, august 17th 2005 was my daddy's funeral and memorial service. it also marked the 19th day since the accident that killed him ( Read more... )

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at 8:06 this morning, one of the greatest girls i know called me ( Read more... )

will...

there's no way i could ask for anyone better than you....because there's not a single person in this world that i would rather spend every second of every day with. you are my everything, and i can't imagine spending one day alive knowing that you aren't mine. since day one you have been everything i've ever wanted...needed....and more. i ( Read more... )

our entry is as follows ( Read more... )

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that's right. i went to my first party. hah yeah, billy [from E] had this big party at his house. it was SOO crazy. good times though...lots and lotsa memories...and lack of memory. i thought it was gonna be weird because my brother was there too...but it was pretty chill. there were enough ppl there where i didn't see my brother all that much. the ( Read more... )

so, my whole summer has been engulfed by drum corps...and now marching band. tour was really fun- we did pretty well for our first season as a division 1 corps. i miss all my homies....especially my girlies Ashley and Kristin. =) they're SO great!!

so! after i got home, i had pretty much no time to catch up on anything [friends, sleep, music...] ( Read more... )

10 Reasons Why I No Longer Have a Life

MAIN REASON: MOM

[sub reasons]

1. jake was here w/ me while my mom wasn't home
2. i went out last night w/o permission
3. i'm grounded
4. i am STILL failing 2 classes [not 3 anymore, but still]
5. my mom just can't trust me