Wow, haven't posted in a bit!
I haven't smoked pot in 8 days and I'm actually really liking it.
I haven't quit, I'm just taking a much-needed break.
My finances and brain could not handle my lifestyle anymore!
I can't even believe the amount of energy and motivation I have acquired!
it's beautiful.

I'm determined to get all my work done this semester.
No ( Read more... )

So I'm officially being nice to myself as I've said before. Here are the rules, unofficially drafted by Amanda (of course this was her idea, of course she's fucking amazing god damnit) and made official by me. So here they are:

Do Not:
-Use words such as "idiot", "dumbass", "fucking retard", etc. to describe yourself when you fuck something up

- ( Read more... )

I'm going to start being nice to myself.

never tried it before.
 

This is what I was thinking of on the 2nd anniversary of 911. Typical.

I guess things never really change. Still back and forth with emotions, still trying to save everyone but myself. Sigh!(loudly)

I need this excitement back!

ridiculous person

likelikelike

1st anniversary of 911, actually kind of pertinent, but in very bad taste. Not safe for SH ( Read more... )

I read an article in the New York Times today.
I know, shocking.

It said that there will be no Purple Hearts awarded to those with PTSD
because it's not a "physical wound"

I can't even explain how completely appalled I am by this decision!
Physical wounds heal a hell of a lot faster than mental ones, in most cases.

This government is just so arrogant and ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I turn 20.
I could write a big long post about all the things I've learned,
but let's face it...

years 10-19 SUCKED HARD.
I'm glad to leave them behind.
I'm determined to smile through my twenties,
wherever they take me.

Hooray for moving on!

The best birthday present you can give me is to have a good day tomorrow.
Smile for you and for me
because ( Read more... )

why  write something depressing when these things exist?


( Read more... )

Remind me never to go to a 24-hour doughnut place at night again.

My friend and I get there, almost too stoned to function as is
(hence, the sketchy quest for crap food)
and almost walked back out the door immediately.

First of all, the cashier looked like a dirtier version of my ex's older brother
and considering that kid used to be a twakstar, it ( Read more... )

Shithole town.

Off to experience ridiculous things and ridiculous people.

Pray that I don't get outed, friends.
I'm terrified.
 

She made a reallll convincing argument, that's all I can say.

so they're happening.
ready or not.

my parents are going to absolutely fucking murder me.

//edit: My mom sees me tucking my hair into a knit cap as I'm going out and says, "If you turn into a sloppy dresser with dreadlocks, you won't be welcome in this house anymore."

Is it terrible that I ( Read more... )