I DON'T KNOW WHAT JUST HAPPENED.

DO I LIKE IT?

I SEEM TO.

GUILTY?

YES.

i feel so lost.

without you here.

rushing in,
rushing in.

but did you ever think it would last?

i had that hope.

WHATTHEFUCKIJUSTWANTTOSCREAM
ANDLETMYSELFFINALLYRELEASEEVERYTHING
BUTIFORGOTHOWTO
ANDITSEATINGAWAYATME
ITHURTS.

spinningspinningspinning
andnoonerecognizesme
ivegottensogoodathidinglately
evenidontknowwhereiam.

IDONTWANTTOBELIKEYOU!

demolished.

i'm a blondie again. feels good.
i want to get drunk.
i need to see you girls again.
actually i need to see a lot of you again.

.
.
.

don't you forget about me.

my words haven't been flowing like they used to. i'm clamming up inside and out. build the walls, whoever wants to knock them down can have fun trying ( Read more... )

what to think what to think?

TO EACH OF YOU:

1) i'm angry at you.
2) i'm confused by you.
3) i'm disappointed in you.

4) why won't you call me?
5) are you mad at me?
6) do you even still like me?

7) you are annoying.
8) you are good to talk to.
9) you are the best sister ever.

10) and you? you have no idea.
i fly like paper get high like ( Read more... )

( Serious Nostalgia )

don't like to write about times that make me sad.
i'm pissed off.

over & out.

i make myself sick.

be kind.

i am _______.

really, really ______.