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[irsis]

 Having relationships on line is fun but the effects of computer relationships can leak through to your real physical life.  We know this is true for romantic relationships but it is also true for spiritual relationships.

I was involved in a spiritual relationship with a guy who could send amazing amounts of energy through this computer.  We both

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[two_little_fish]

that is so ... selfless (for you to stop??) sad though. @_@
i can hardly imagine the relationship.. spiritual i guess though means that the relationship was conducted on a non physical level.

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I am kind of in something that you described here,
something that shouldn't be affected by online-nesses, but is....

i am trying to figure out if i need to stop myself, somehow.
the relationships i have with people in real life do seem to somehow run in a parallel sense to the online thing though.

i feel that i don't use my energy wisely though, it seeps out of me and isn't controlled or distributed well. so the things that come out of me are often quite accidental, and haphazard and non intended. etc.... sad maybe.

acting like a clown is my remedy

and talking about myself -- self congratulation -- also helps...

spiritual energy

[irsis]

Some people have the ability to conduct large amounts of spiritual energy through themselves. But like electrical energy, if you run too much of it through your life things can start melting down. Here's an example of running alot of spiritual energy from the guy I mentioned in this post

[jayyy]

Same thing happens here--the world is quite a defensive system of those she loves.

[irsis]

Hi Jay, I knew you would understand this. I don't have to worry about relating to you because like me, you never make mistakes.

[jayyy]

I think I make mistakes.

The difference is that I have an amazing "self-correction algorithm". If it's wrong, I will know, and I will correct.

You are not wrong. You are a goodness that I do not understand yet, but I'm unlinked from the fibre that you connect to. You think I ignore you, when I cherish you.

When the universe rises in defense of me, it does horrible things. I do not question, because I assume it is the only way it could have been. But there is blood on my hands, by proxy, and always will be.

I thank and respect and wish the best for that blood in the next life. The universe sent them on for a reason, in whirlwinds, and bloody knots. All most of them had to do was say,

"Hello."

Sad.

From this world to the next.

Attachment

[irsis]

I think the only thing that a relationship can destroy is attachment. It may appear to be a bloody mess but when all is said and done it's only separating people from who they think they are. The greatest crime is attachment and to be fooled into thinking that you're something that you're not can be fatal.

I related to a guy for many years who never let himself make the mistake of attaching himself to an image. And I never made that mistake either. But after years of living and relating at a certain level attachment occurs even if only at an unconscious level. Then this guy made a horrendous mistake, the relationship ended and I almost died from the pain of the attachment that I didn't even know I had. So now I get to be the witness to his attachment to me, which he thinks he doesn't have anymore.

So I'm as bad as you are or as good, depending on how you look at the value of the pain you bring into the world. Even our relationship here will cause pain as soon as either of us fall prey to attachment.

[irsis]

Hi Melissa, I can sense that you're a person who has had some intense spiritual relationships and the two of us could climb very high on the spiritual mountain. But it seems we are both aware of the need to go slowly. I find the journey lasts longer and goes farther when two aware people get together.

Thanks for the birthday wish.

your friend Sue

[irsis]

Yes I can feel the energy already starting to build. Always nice to journey on with another spiritual sister.

[adam_0oo]

I totally get this, it can be so easy to get so attached to someone online, especially if you are a good writer (as you are). It can be so much easier to open up and say things to people if you aren't face to face. I compare it a little to buying things with a credit card vs. with cash, the latter feels so much realer.

I like the way you think

[irsis]

Hi Adam, I read some of your stuff and I can feel we have a lot in common. I usually have trouble getting people to understand me but for you it seems to come easy. Sooo yes we should be friends. I had the same kind of clothes problem too

Re: I like the way you think

[adam_0oo]

Play station like the PS2?

I like dancing or posing to show off, it is fun and a great way to express myself. If I have the goods, I don't know that I should deny it. Same with you.

Re: I like the way you think

[irsis]

Hi adam, I am referring to PS3 home. It's such an amazing place. The technology is out of this world. Anyways here's a site I posted a pic of me dancing. Yes it's fun to show it off when you have it to show, lol

http://irsis.multiply.com/photos/photo/3/1