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Being Gender Fluid
I live and work on this dairy farm in Pennsylvania with my mom and step dad. Mostly my step dad is more a guru to me than a parent and over the years we have attained a high level of conscious awareness together. My biological father, however, is having his mental problems and mostly I go and live with him to help him out mentally as ( Read more... ) -
I'm Back
After years away Live Journal got my attention this morning and I decided to try to hook up again with some of my friends on here. Please get in touch if you get this post. -
Snow White makes the ultimate journey
Snow White makes the ultimate journey
Well I took a big bite of the poisoned apple and am feeling myself slipping away. My intellect and ego love the taste of this apple but the poison is making the walls of this virtual reality close in on me and only a pin hole of light remains at the end of the tunnel I find myself in. That pin hole of light ( Read more... ) -
Willing Victim part 3
But the next day was the same. No ride after another 5 or 6 hours. Finally I snapped and started hitch-hiking in the opposite direction with absolutely no idea as to where I was going. Now I figured this is insanity taking me over again and driving me over the edge into the abyss. Then a truck stopped and I got in and the driver asked me where I ( Read more... ) -
Willing victim part 2
I left my biological dad’ in Massachusetts and with a backpack full of all my belongings and I started walking down the road. I really didn’t feel I could go back to the farm in Pennsylvania with everyone thinking I was crazy. My step dad knew where I was coming from but you can never just go and physically be with him. In order to reach him, ( Read more... ) -
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Having relationships on line is fun but the effects of computer relationships can leak through to your real physical life. We know this is true for romantic relationships but it is also true for spiritual relationships.
I was involved in a spiritual relationship with a guy who could send amazing amounts of energy through this computer. We both ( Read more... ) -
My Date
Well after having that dream which I previously posted, I knew I was in for a difficult time. My body was trying to tell me something I already knew but was trying to ignore. But now I felt like a cat in heat and I knew I was going to materialize a certain kind of situation whether or not I wanted to.
There is this guy who comes to the farm ( Read more... )
