Off with his head! I'm no longer on livejournal unless I absolutely have too so here's my link... http://www.myspace.com/blaquebutterflyy.

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I won't be online anymore until I return home guys. Logan get on literotica.com more often and we can talk.

So I'm at home alone today. Been calling Matt most of the time cause I wanted to hang out with Drono at the bowling alley. But it just seems like Matt doesn't even care a tiny little bit to pick up a phone and call me back. Its like if he sees the crib calling and knows I'm at home he'll ignore the call or won't answer my messages if I leave them. ( Read more... )

[This incident happened Friday but due to the lack of internet access I couldn't post it til today ( Read more... )

Anyway my car is dead...RIP so to speak. I am no longer a proud owner of the motor vehicle club anymore and have returned to the many bus going persons club. It sucks but I'll work it out once I get this job with the USPS ( Read more... )

So I've gotten you're comments Lexx hone I just keep putting them on private after I've finished venting so other people don't see them is all...hehe ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to go home. Its better that way, no matter how much I try to stay on friendly terms with Matt it still hurts too much to see him. I'm studying right now to pass the Postal Battery Exam so I can get a job with the Postal Service. If I land this job I can easily get out of this house and into my own apartment. I'll save up from ( Read more... )

So I got my car fixed...it broke down two days later. I don't think I'll ever get ahead in life. But I can't give up cause I just cannot stay in this house much longer. I'm no longer on Gaia can't use the computer as often until Matt puts it back in his room. So until then I'm only online to check emails and job offers then get off so as not to ( Read more... )

I found out today that my depression could very well be from all the rainy weather we've been having lately. It would explain why I've cried so much in the past week or so with no understanding of why? Although some of it was attributed to the break up with Matt and I but now I'm feeling better and don't mind so much about that. He's still being ( Read more... )

At any rate things are looking okay so far, despite my little to no access to the internet these days I guess I'm gonna be alright. Yesterday was both stressful and stress relieving at the same time. Earlier in the day I was still over flowing from raw emotions about the whole situation of living here and being with Matt I had cried enough ( Read more... )