The car's broken down, "mysteriously". I suspect foul play, but then again, when don't I?

Still thinking about laying down in a field or the middle of a road or something. It's pretty much all I've been doing here around the homestead, what with me being too lazy to walk to find a job.

K.

I left because I was trying to help Damon. I could see in his eyes the desperation that I had two years ago. I thought I could tell that this was for real, and even though I really, really didn't want to throw everything away again, I did because I love my brother ( Read more... )

Apparently me leaving was a personal affront to Kitty, both times ( Read more... )

We're leaving. Damon will kill himself if he doesn't get out. I, well, I guess I don't need an excuse to disappear anymore. My dad said my mom might be coming home and if she does, I'll come back of course. For a little while ( Read more... )

Damon went to his probation meeting, where the question of whether or not he's going to jail was supposed to arise. It did; he had the choice of 45 days or another year of probation. He took the probation. I would have been okay with that, if he didn't tell me why he chose it. He said that he wouldn't have a job or anywhere to live when he got ( Read more... )

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Don't talk to me or I will kill you. You know who you are. You think I wouldn't?

K.

I went on a sort of date thing with Kitty's brother Rob last night. The first thing he said was, "OMGZORZ It's like a blast from the past!" I never really felt close to him the last time we knew each other, though; he was just my best friend's drunk brother. Then, we went to Denny's and I saw him in the light for the first time in a long time, ( Read more... )

I've been doing some reading, and I found a man who has some of the most well-spoken and (I believe) correct philosophies:

"It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as ( Read more... )

Kelly found out "somehow" that I had slept with Damian. I think the whole story's a bunch of bull shit but whatever. The end result is that for the rest of his life, Kelly will think I'm a worthless whore, and never talk to me again. I kinda expected it to happen eventually, so it's not exactly like I'm bothered by it. I mean, he pointed it out ( Read more... )