I was up all night thinking of all the surreal moments...The moments recently held in our hands...and I remember what I had done and I ache as I see my wrongs and turn away from them.I was once willing to take the chance of hurting an innocent heart, even as it's obviously been ripped apart and glued back together with time....ripped apart by a ( Read more... )

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I can see my wrists are slit
the blood drips from my finger tips
Im gradually dying with every thought
I turn my head away from my bleeding in disgrace
my arms dangling off the bed
The warm tears still wet on my face
your confused...
I talk not of suicide but of heartbreak
Thats piled upon me as a burden too heavy

Im losing my drive
stuck in a nightmare
thinking this is all just a game
is it a severed fairytale??
Just dangling there between the thin translucent lines of reality??
pouring out my heart id something I do loosely ...yet I only do when necessary

Today I'm just glad to know that there Is going to be that day ...when we get to finally be wrapped in eachother and It wont just be our wishes and hopes....maybe Im wrong but I cant think that way I have to look forward and not get stuck in dispair....

Here I am pouring my heart out on these rooftops~SOTY

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Is this how it should be ...Have i met what was destined or is there more to come and just hiding inside all its inequities...I could discover the outcome on my own but I decide to wallow in my thoughts, standing outside myself, outside my body, and outside my reality...If only for a moment...Im released ....Yet I'm broken and torn underneath my ( Read more... )

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