[10:42am]
The depression sets in.

Something so small///
How can it have this great of an effect.

I don't know what to do.

I hurt,
I feel guilty,
I am sorry,
I feel sad,
I feel bad,
I hate myself,
and most of all...
I worry about you.

I know what I'm feeling in my head/heart/body...
but you...I have no clue what is going through your mind.

I know this can't be ( Read more... )

I LOVE JEREMY CHARLES LOWERY!!! 

I don't want to work out in this cold.
It hurts.
I'm sick and my wrists hurt really bad.

:[

Good bye warm room.

Take her skating. :] :] :]  [update: but watch out and try not to let her fall and hurt herself...lol...skating kicked my ass!!!]

So, he took me skating today and it was sooo much fun!!! I wish, though, his skates hadn't been hurting him. :[ But overall it was fun!
I loved feeling careless again. Just going round that rink and having no worries on ( Read more... )

I want a baby.

Yah, maybe I'm only 20 and
am not married and
work at a shit job but
I know I could do it...
I just don't know if
everyone else
could do it.

Oh well.

I really do not see it happening anytime soon
just because I really need a better job and better living situation, yah.

Meh. I'll have one when the time is right.

I work at Spencer's Gifts now.
Cool job.
Great people.
Love it!
SHITTY pay!

Man, I need a second job.
I may be babysitting for a nice couple I met in the mall.
They were talking about it and I said I babysit [jokingly].
Then they were like OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I gave them my number so I might have ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated this in a while.

I was working for American Water until July 20th...
then I started working for Mediacom on September 2nd...
Now, as of October 10th I am unemployed.

Meh.

I put in my applications for Outback, Maguires, and Carrabas.

I'm going to meet with he Managers tomorrow from 12pm until 3pm.
Fun fun.

I just ate some really ( Read more... )

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