do you ever feel...fake? not like acting fake, but.. like you are not part of reality..?

head feels all numb and dizzy...maybe i did hit that truck lastnight, and im just imagining im alive...aside from fuzzy head, i am back in hb for a few more days if anyone wants to hit me up before i go back to colorado. i feel as though i have done something wrong...like i made an unirrevocable error...besideds the spelling ones...stupid head...i ( Read more... )

i just finnished Pride and Pregudice and Zombies....fuck awesome book, i totally recomend reading it!

I have a pimple on my eyelid...it is annoying...

Today's the day!

oh, seriously now, what the hell is with all the super crazy dreams lately ( Read more... )

Been having a lot of crazy dreams lately...last nights was freakin wierd...i will never look at doorknobs the same way again!

Sigh, today was such a productive day, i got everything packed that needs it, save the bag i'm taking to cali, which is only half put together. Everything got cleaned and organized. the kitchen needs cleaning again...it always needs cleaning. I got some char sheets for my game made up, still don't know what all encounters i'm gonna torture my ( Read more... )

i wanna be in cali noooowwww!....on the plus side i got all my stuff packed today, tomorrow i start with jaynies...oi...thats gonna be "fun"...i miss everyone...i'll be out for two weeks, and times going fast, call or im me to let me know if you wanna chill while i'm down! (look at me being all egotistical and thinkin ppl wanna spend time with me ;

now i'm all nostalgic and missing people...i was doin soo good, not getting distracted by books as i packed them...now i'm all sad, and sneezy...stupid allergies...stupid missing people...and good god i have a helluva lotta books...i need more book shelves...at least 5 more...17 boxes of books...big boxes...and i'm not yet done...good god...sigh... ( Read more... )