i has a working car now!...lets see how long that lasts...

The cats peed on my clean laundry, my mom called to say that cause of Jaynies dads restrictions on Christmas holiday visitation she can't afford to fly us out, my car breaks down on the way to work, I get the damn thing fixed by a co worker, and when I leave, it doesn't get two feet out of its parking space before the belt falls off again...such is ( Read more... )

Have taught me a lot. Mostly, that I am alone. Wasn't always, thought I had friends, people who cared for me...guess not anymore. There is no white knight in shining armour, there to give you a leg up when you are down, pick you up when you cant stand, hold you when you can't breathe. It's all bullshit. All of it. So now what do I do? Do I abandon ( Read more... )

This whole dying thing is getting on my bloody nerves...could someone please bring me some soup??

I'm looking for first, a place to stay for a month or so, and second, a room mate to get a place with, or who already has a place in cali... let me know.

Stop me only if I'm never wrong ( Read more... )

things are wierd.

is strange...I've felt so...outer worldly lately...things seem unreal, almost deevolved...a goomba in the form of reminisence...visits from spectars of christness past, longing for a specter of good fortune of the future...in a rut, and yet ever changed...also feeling mildly existential

Someone find some good, recent pictures of me! or help me figure out how to get the pics off my camera and phone and onto teh intarwebs... my profile pics...they lie!!! i no longer look like i used to!!!

so i am finally back in colorado, and as odd as it sounds, i missed it! my new apt is bloody awesome, its friggin huge! i got bout half my stuff unpacked, and the only thing i am seriously lacking is MORE BOOKSHELVES! i have my one bookshelf packed to overflowing and i still have 4 bokes of books yet to unpack.... i got the internet and cable today ( Read more... )