[o] I have a new AIM screen name: mrhipsnucklepuff

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[o] another day...and...well, just another day. i felt really fucking ugly all day for some reason...i'm still waiting for the day in which i will feel completely happy with myself. that will probably never happen. hung out with shane and mark tonight...always a good time...i miss the band. i still dont know what i want to do for the rest of my ( Read more... )

[o] Tonight I went and bought Brian Wilson presents 'Smile'. Truly amazing. Pure genius. I've already listened to it twice all the way through tonight. The story behind the making of 'Smile' is truly amazing. It was actually started and written 37 years ago as The Beach Boys follow up to 'Pet Sounds'. However, at that point Brian Wilson was going ( Read more... )

[x] Before anyone continues to read this journal entry, I would like everyone to visit the following link and scroll down and read what this proclaimed 'born again Christian' has to say about himself, life, and various social issues. Oh, and make sure you go to the bottom of the page so you can view the giant "In Weed We Trust" logo, because I'm ( Read more... )

And I think that it's all right,
That I do what I like,
Cause that's the way I wanna live.
And so I give, and I'm still givin'...

Gotta make a plan,
Gotta do what's right,
Can't run around in circles,
If you wanna build a life,
But I don't wanna make a plan,
For a day far away,
While I'm young and while I'm able,
All I wanna do is...

[x] i hate myself. i've reached the point where i finally realize that i will never be happy with myself no matter what. i'll never look in a mirror and be satisfied. i will always have a feeling of disgust. i'll never step on some scales and be happy. no matter how hard i try or what i do, i will always be less than what i think i should be. and ( Read more... )

[x] wow...it's been a really fucking long time since i've updated...nothing has changed really...i feel stuck in a rut again, but what else is new? just when i think i'm starting to get slightly ahead on things, shit happens and sets me back and gets me down ( Read more... )

[x] here's a quickie...hurricane hit alabama last night...my whole state is trapped in their houses...and im bored as fuck. my sister get's married tomorrow, im going to cry. ive kicked my caffeine addiction. ive got a brilliant ebay idea i started today and it's already working. im still single, but im making strides. im talking to people. step ( Read more... )

[x] It's been a long time...how is everyone? I suppose I'm good. I'm alive ( Read more... )

[x] i'm still here. i know not many read or care, but i am still here. i'm still living a mediocre life too. nothing really new is going on. i had a week off work before i went in on friday morning. the week was ok i guess. i didnt do much. smoked a lot of pot. drank. exercised. thought. slept. i think i may have some form of clinical depression or ( Read more... )