I still think my livejournal is so infinitely cool looking... hit me up on myspace...

It was too perfect and now it's all gone... no more love in my life... no more livejournal for me. I think i'm going to abandon my livejournal, but I'm going to leave it up for the purposes of torturing myself in the future if I feel like I've risen too high. But besides that I don't think I'm going to write in it anymore. I have a new home for my ( Read more... )

God what's the point of weekends anymore... like before they used to be fun and eventful, and now it's just like... nothing. Weekends have to be the hardest days of my life right now. I just want to stay busy but at the same time rest and just sleep and rest some more. I feel so weak and beat up both mentally and physically...

So she thinks I'm an asshole... Guess she really doesn't care anymore. Bitter and resentful, it so doesn't suit her. I miss the innocence and kindness. There's many benefits in acting and being treated like a kid. She said she wants to change/find herself... The first thing she has to do is let go of the hate, cause it's eating away her true beauty ( Read more... )

I've never once lived for myself before... every step I've taken I've taken for someone else, just to please someone else. I don't know how to live alone. I don't know what to do. I just feel like every1 is against me now. Like no ones really there for me... even tho people say they are. I have no one to talk to and no one who cares. I've lost my ( Read more... )

I still don't really know what happened... It all happened so fast. One minute we were together forever and now were apart for eternity. I im'd her cousin telling her I want her back and look at the response I get ( Read more... )

I want my happily ever after.....

How long is forever ( Read more... )

I feel like shit... both physically and emotionally. And it's the emotionally part that's killin the physical me. I need pain killers lots of them. Isn't it great when you don't write in this damn thing for a long time and the first time ya do after that long time it's to bitch or brag...never in between. Life sucks... just when you think ( Read more... )

Ha and again it's been a long while since I last wrote in here ( Read more... )