Wow it's been quite a while...well everything is good...it's not like anyone cares anyway...I don't kno if anyone really reads this... but whatever it doesn't matter to me. I just like to write here and let my feeling out before I burst. I've recently realized that most people in the world have their secret identities. No I'm not talking about a ( Read more... )

Wow i wish i could go back into the past. Life was so great back then... and i'm not talking about way back in like the 1950s or nething....i'm talking when i was younger. I took those times for granted. Life was so easy except for the occasional fight and the need to study for finals...barely... but yea...i wish i could go back ( Read more... )

OMG...the show was sooooo great. I got so abused, and beat up in that pit. It was insane. Most shows in small venues have like 4 people crowd surfing at a time, but here at roseland at hte NFG show there were like 8 to 20 at a time. Well there were like 20 during My Friends Over You. So many that the security people yanking the surfers out couldn't ( Read more... )

Well school isn't but like hangin out there is...lol. I got the new Anne Rice book and the Nirvana greatest hits today. How kick ass is that? Arg I didn't see Amy tho...lol...She makes me go to the ACS/FS meeting then she doesn't show up....how rude...lol...blah well whatever...i'ma go bounce off the walls summore and listen to my music...ha

September 21, 2001 ( Read more... )

I'm back to my same old self again...and yes I think I do wanna die. It's just that life seems so long. Like what really is the point? We say we go on with life, learning, working, and just plain breathing for ourselves and for the ones we love, but what really is the point? We suffer so much hardship, so much pain, so much sorrow...for what?... a ( Read more... )

hmm...wow it's been awhile since I last wrote in this. Well not much has really changed in my life...i got a 93 on my second math test...kick ass man....I rock...lol. Well let's see...I'm still sexually frustrated, and I've found myself at a point where I kinda crave love, but at the same time I just really don't want it. I've gone over the ( Read more... )

God...I'm so sexually frustrated. I kno most of you would call it horny, but that's not what I feel. I've just hit that spot where I'm in need of a good Fu-ck. I have all this pent up sexual energy, that I just need to release. What I need rite now is a Fu-ck buddy. A girl that I could just like have sex with and leave...with no further relations. ( Read more... )

Ah Nirvana...yes...Nirvana...got a prob well go blow yourself. I downloaded the video for You Know You're Right, and it's such a great montage of Cobain and the gang. It's not a video of them singing and playing the song, but it's still great to be seeing Cobain after all these years. I read the article in the new Rolling Stone about the song, and ( Read more... )

I feel soooooooooooo hyper. Omg...I was so tired earlier today...and now I feel like shooting off the walls... I wanna go to the sugarcult show at the end of this month. They b playin with the ataris son...haha...ghettospeak. That's what u get for hangin with ghetto peeps man. Ha...she's tiny...so cute...and hott...haha...yes u Cin...lol...r u ( Read more... )