Okay, this is the last post, for serious.

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This will be my last post with this journal, except to add what my new name will be ( Read more... )

As of this moment, I'm not going to be hard on myself anymore.
Any time I have negative feelings, I'm going to combat them.
I know I'm a good person.
I know I can do good things.

All I need to do to make myself a better person is believe in myself.

I'm really really tired. Haven't gotten much sleep lately. I was too tired to do my math project last night so I crammed this morning. I was nervous and the thing flowed rather badly. But one guy in the class told me afterwards that he thought it was really interesting and wanted to go practice his guitar, so that's good ( Read more... )

Yes, I did get ahold of Marc. He called at 5 am. Apparently he had everything turned off because he wasn't feeling social, which is alright. I wanted to give him space but still he worried me... Anyways, it's all good now ( Read more... )

I hate always getting so worried! I haven't heard from Marc since yesterday morning. I left 3 voice messages and emailed last night. Yesterday was the anniversary of his father's death, so I'm more worried than normal. I just want him to be okay and I won't know until I talk to him. Erf.

This is what happens when I move the timpani ( Read more... )

So, my professor said I couldn't do my recital next semester. That means I'm stuck for at least another semester next year. He did say I could be in marching band again but that'd be 6 years. Everyone told me I should, but I don't know yet ( Read more... )

Usually tours are fun, but this one blew. We rarely had any help moving and setting up equipment. The asshole brass kept fucking stealing our stands. For our break, everyone left me by myself to stand out in the rain and wind. We had two keys for three people in the hotel room and I didn't get one so I had to wake them up just to get back in. They ( Read more... )

Marc gave me a hickey! What a jerk!