If you could change one thing about the last 5 years of your life what would it be and why?

I know mine I am reminded of it everyday.

Today was a hard day. Today I attended my father funeral. It was the hardest thign I have ever had to do. I don't know where to go form here, it still feels like it had not yet hit me in full. I feel like I am going to self destruct. There is just nothign holding me together right now and I am not stong enough on my own ( Read more... )

Today has been the hardest day of my life. My brother little brother is taking it very hard and I haev to try and be strong for both of us. He needs me right now and right now that is what is important. For the most part I haev tried to keep to myself and just keep everyones minds off it. I can't stand talking about it it hurts to much. My ( Read more... )

As I sit here and think I can come up with nothing. My mind is going a million mph but it is just a mess of confusion and extreme depression. I never got to knwo you like I always wanted to we were never as close as I had wished. It seemed as thou whever I would see you you made everything better. Years could go buy and not a word but no matter ( Read more... )

Ever been someone you were really interesten in but it made no scense to do anythign about it?

Just a qeustion I swear

I cut off my fucking thumb... Well not the wholething just like a HUGE chunk off the tip that could not get put back on so now I have a god damned deformity... Fuck I am soo stupid damn that Hobart slicer setting 20 and i hate doctors. Man this sux!

Ever done somethign for all the wonrg reasons just cause it felt so right?

Well it has been forever scense I haev updated so obviously it was going to take somethign drastic for me to decide to... I am sick of fuckign ebing around pot every god damned day. Sitting there being the only sober one. And when the pot starts to lose that special touch don't worry there is always more. It's fuckign ridiculas. I HATE IT ( Read more... )

TODAY SUX MY COCK ALREADY!!!!

Dude last night was sooo fuckin pimp... Sam and I went to see Pat Benetar and it fucking ended up being free. Seiously I odn't think I have ever had that much fun b4. It was soo sweet so many mulets, migets, old women with saggy tits and no bra. I mean does it get any better then that??? Quote of the night "wow I dind't know this was a lighter ( Read more... )