Comments | iseemtovanish: I started to cry...

iseemtovanish

I started to cry...

Dec 27, 2006 11:02

So last night I guess I wasn't thinking straight... listen to this story ( Read more... )

Comments 6

c_quilty December 27 2006, 18:30:32 UTC

I was about to chastise you very sternly. You got me.

iseemtovanish December 28 2006, 15:28:14 UTC

I guess I was trying to "get" people. I wanted them to actually know that I'm doing well and that thinking I'd do something that stupid would never cross my mind ever, since I have a child in my stomach. Life means so much more to me now then it ever did before.

dancingbudha December 27 2006, 20:41:37 UTC

I was just about to hop a plane up there and kick your ass... You don't understand how fucking scared I was reading that. That's one hell of a dream.. damn... You need to stay in touch with me, I miss you.

iseemtovanish December 28 2006, 13:33:05 UTC

You know I'm knocked up right? So you have to jump on a plane anyway and come to the baby shower. you have to prance around and be the flamey hot gay guy that every fat chick wishes she could be the #1 fag hag to! Ha ha Plus Casey will be there and she looks even hotter than what you remember. But yeah, baby is due on July 10th so we have time to plan. I miss you, is everything okay?????? I worry bout you yo!

thedeadsdrkstar December 28 2006, 22:44:46 UTC

I can't even tell you how incredible it feels for me to be able to read that story, and the entire time I knew there was no way it was true. I assumed the whole way through it was a dream you were writing about. But regardless of what it really was, there was one thing I was positive that it wasn't...and that was the truth. It feels so great to be able to know that about you, and to be able to trust and know you are making the right decisions. I feel so much better knowing you are okay everyday, not worrying about you, and knowing you truly are happy. More important than how great it makes me feel... I can only imagine how wonderful it is for you now, since your life is completely turned around for the better. You have come so far, and I am so proud of you. I Love You <3

bloodnut December 29 2006, 03:20:20 UTC

Sarah AND Acacia... I totally felt the same way when I read this. I was like, YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH RIGHT SARAH. Haha. I thought it was a dream too. I'm proud of you too, and very relieved to really realize that I do have complete faith, 100% that YOU are in control of your life now.