I feel so old. I was all excited that I had sex two nights in a row (yeah it hasn't happened in like forever, I know, I know) and what spoils this? A fucking-nother UTI (urinary tract infection). I've had these suckers a lot in the past and now that I've been pregnant this is my third one. Anyone out there that has had a UTI knows the pain, ( Read more... )

So, it's been a long while since I've updated. I haven't felt the need to update in a long time... probably due to the lack of people who read this and also the absence of the internet at home. News is, I've changed one of those issues, therefore I'm updating ( Read more... )

So Fiona gave me my first grey hair. :(
What the fuck, I'm only 22!

I'm having a breakdown right now... hahaha

Wow, I haven't felt OLD until now, honestly.

I'm having a little gurl :)

AWwww!

*touches her fat belly* I *thought* I was just getting fatter. Turns out it's a baby girl in there... Ahhhhh Yeah so I cried when I found out and when I told Nate (he had to work and couldn't get off) he said "No it's not, fuck you." hahaha
I love him, I really do.
And I love her and I haven't even met her

All I have to say is... I'd be lost without my sister(s). Mainly Steph right now... She's just been coming over a lot lately and hanging out and well, it's fun. I never thought it would be, but it has ( Read more... )

It's snowing. Debating on leaving work early or just waiting it out. Out of everyone here at work I live pretty much the furthest away... There are a few other people who live maybe 3 minutes further away and they aren't at work... should I go ( Read more... )

My mind has been circling constantly with faded memories of two years ago... A lot trigger these memories the most potent being the snow falling and the sharpness of the air on your face when you step outside... It's the smell of snow coming and the greyness of the clouds collection in the sky. This all brings back these memories that flood my ( Read more... )

You know what I'm looking forward to? Packing all my things up into boxes and moving. It's weird but it's what I find myself day dreaming about most of the time. I've only lived in my small, cramped and sorta cool apartment for ummm, well Since the end of July, so like 7 months and I'm already tired of it. The same ol' things sitting in the same ( Read more... )

It's at times like this when I wish I could call my mother up and just cry to her about how fucking upset and frustrated I am with the current situation. I used to be able to tolerate a lot, yes I'd get mad and have a little bitch fit to myself, but lately I've been getting closer and closer to not being able to handle it calmly... I get to the ( Read more... )

God, when will it be over? Some say three months, well FUCK i'm past three months and I'm still fucking sick. Still fucking throwing up 3 to 5 times a day, still being admitted into the hospital for dehydration and unable to find an IV, and then they finally do after the 11th stick. I can't eat, I can't drink, I can't get rid of this headache. ( Read more... )