So last night I guess I wasn't thinking straight... listen to this story ( Read more... )

Let me just tell you, if you ever want to torture someone you hated, but didn't want to be TOO physically hurtful, just wish a good 10-20 minutes of violent hiccups on them... I've been having these spurts of hiccups about 5 times a day everyday from throwing up so frequently. It's pretty sucky... sometimes they hurt but most of the time at work ( Read more... )

Today I realized that I've been missing out on so many things I used to do before Nate lived with me. It just seems like spending time with him is just what I do and time for anything else is just not available. I used and still use the excuse money. Which, it is true. What else is true is that there isn't really anything to do anymore. The ( Read more... )

I met Max last night in my dream. Some how I was still into drugs (coke) and shooting it before I went to visit Patti, Ryan and Max... I was hanging out with a bunch of PR's and took them with me to see them ( Read more... )

Ah, it makes me happy seeing my friends all excited that I'm having a baby. Also people at work at asking how I'm doing (which is fucking horrible) but really worth it. I already have someone giving me a baby swing, and offered a crib. I'm really happy that I am going to have the baby in the begining of July so I don't have to carry around all ( Read more... )

I'm in love and I can't even tell him. It's amazing how couples can be together for less than 3 months and they are already telling eachother "I love you." This not only makes me sick to my stomach, but also shows me how really immature these couples are. Unfortunately you can't say shit to them, because it's not your place. Well, I'm in a ( Read more... )

So far being pregnant is horrible. I'm sick everyday, all day. I've been admitted to the hospital once already for dehydration. They couldn't find a vein though, so they stuck me with a needle 50 million times just for the fun of it. Now that I told everyone that I give two shits about that I'm pregnant, I feel completed and that I'm actually ( Read more... )

There has been a lot of medical SHIT going on with me the past month. I went to the Eye Dr. for new glasses, like I mentioned before and ended up finding out I had swelling in my brain. Due to the headaches I told the doctor I was getting she insisted that I go to a specialist to look more closely at my Optic Nerve that they said didn't look " ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Thats all I have to say right now.

You know what makes me happy? This wonderful haircut I got Saturday afternoon for $12.50! I have to say this is one of the best haircuts I've received in about 2 years. I've gotten many comments from co-workers on my new look. Nate isn't exactly happy with it due to the length, but oh well, it will grow out, which is exactly my intention. I ( Read more... )