I begged him not to leave me as he shut the door behind him as hard as he could... Then, at that moment is when I started to cry. Why does it take a simple thing like that to make me cry? Shouldn't what sparked the whole fight be what makes me upset? No way, I cry because he slammed the door and left, not because he just scared the shit out of ( Read more... )

It's Casey Mae's BIRFDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS CASEY MAE!!!!

I love you, and miss you!  Hope today is a-fucking-mazing!

p.s Get laid for me. ;)

I woke up this morning without a headache, and it felt amazing. For about two and a half weeks straight I've had a slight but constant headache that tortured me all day long. I had only brief periods of relief when the medicine I took kicked in. Wow, I feel really good right now. It's amazing what an actual 8 hours of sleep will do for a person ( Read more... )

I smiled a lot this weekend ( Read more... )

My life I feel has come to a halt. I can see why it was so easy for my friends to slowly drift away from everyone when you have your boyfriend in your life. Since Nate has moved in the need to go out and do things and be in the social scene is slowly decaying. I also see that when a friend tells you that they were totally unaware that they have ( Read more... )

I’m not capable of understanding why I do the things I do. I’m aware of my faults, and I listen to what people tell me, but to actually understand any of it, I can’t. Maybe it’s because I don’t want to, because I can’t handle the truth. I’m sure I’ve told you time and time again that I can handle a lot of things, and that I’m a tough person. ( Read more... )

I wish that I could listen to Connor sing to me all day. I'd let his voice carry me into my day dreams and back out again. I missed my turn this morning while driving. You know how sometimes you arrive somewhere and the whole time you were caught up in a fantasy world hanving no recolection of how you got there, you don't remember looking at what ( Read more... )

So, he texted me tonight... I left a few voicemails for him asking him what was up, etc. He didn't return the calls before, I thought maybe he was ignoring me, but I let it be, because thats how our relationship is. It's almost like we are dating but we really only see eachother every few months to fuck/hang out and then we go back to our lives ( Read more... )

I took a nap and it felt good. This weekend I was busy and hardly got any sleep ( Read more... )

UPDATE: My job I was fired from that called meback to rehire me told me that I'm not aloud to come back. I wish they would make up their mind, I hate being played with. It's only good in a sexual way.