I'm sitting here trying to wake up. Every time I close my eyes for more then the normal time it takes to blink I get swallowed back into the state of sleep that i'm actually trying to FIGHT OFF ( Read more... )

DONT HURT ME.

I actually sat down and tried to write you a letter. Lets just say I won't do that ever again. I think we have a problem here. I've lost myself ( Read more... )

My brain has been on overdrive for the past three weeks. I'm slowly running out of positive advice I give myself. I have this rotation that I go through in my thought process...it always ends up okay, but before it does that it goes into turning everything positive that has happened, into something negative. I constantly let people tell me who's ( Read more... )

Hi! It's me Sarah, I just farted by the way. Heh. I'm cold, i'm eating a apple without the skin and watching Hell's Kitchen. I think that eating sushi is special and that I want to do that with someone as soon as possible. So who wants to go with me? Not a lot of people I know like sushi, so come on, step up, who's coming? Speaking of cumming ( Read more... )

Leave it to Sarah to bring DRAMA back into things. Yeah, it's not a suicide attempt when I try to jump out of a moving car, it's an attempt to just hurt myself. Wait, is that suicide? Shit, whatever. If I do that then I can forget about the pain I'm feeling in my heart, that emotional pain that really can't be taken over unless you do something ( Read more... )

When it comes to work, I like to be organized. Trips, or things I have to do, I like to make lists. I like to write down where I have to go, at what time, and plan everything out. If I don't write it down, I make the list up in my mind and just memorize it. I hate being late, and I hate people who are late. I'm always early, or on time, it's ( Read more... )

I can't believe I am finding myself in this situation right now... It's a good situation and I'm just amazed with life at this point ( Read more... )

It's sad knowing that someone you put a lot of trust and time into really just wasn't worth it. Everything you tell them is repeated to the person with the biggest mouth. Every secret, every anger, every problem you have is told to the person you didn't want to let know you were feeling this way. I understand though, why she does this, she's ( Read more... )

I've noticed that the more people I have in my life the more hurt I get ( Read more... )