I am feeling much better...Went to the Dr. Tuesday and she put me on Celexa...Thank god...This emotional roller coaster I have been on for months is got to end...I sleep all night now!!! And I dont feel the need to sleep all day!!!Im also back on my regular schedule for my medicine for my neck...Which there really isnt any change nor do I expect ( Read more... )

Today has been one long ass day...I didnt sleep to much last night...Literally maybe a couple hours...And got up at 6:15 with Jaylyn and then I was supposed to stay up but couldnt...Had to close my eyes again...So I laid back down at 7:10 and got back up at 8:15 to get ready for our "Big Meeting" for work...It was fun...I love my job...And cant ( Read more... )

To say the least...I woke up and of course the first thing I do is check all my shit. Myspace, Facebook, Email, and ect. And on myspace I find a friends request from someone I KNOW hates me...Lisa Magger/Fisher...A.K.A. Jeffs girlfriend (Now ex girlfriend)...Well I sent her amessage asking why she sent a message...Turns out she was drunk and doesnt ( Read more... )

Over the winter shit already!!! Im tired of the cold and snow....I just want it to be over...AND IT IS ONLY JANUARY!!!! I want to just lay in my bed and not get up til like March...They should make a legal drug that does this for Humans...Gives them the ability to HIBERNATE!!!! I would be perfectly content with this...Hell might even lose some ( Read more... )

I get to meet my boss and have breakfast with him and Bethany!!! Then Im gonna have her take me to wally world to get a few things for around here...I feel a little better today than I did yesturday so im hopin things are ok...I sent kent a message telling him what was going thru my head and all he said was "YES I STILL LOVE YOU"!!!! He is good at ( Read more... )

Wow...It has been forever since I have updated!!! Myspace consumes me!!!

Well all is well...No more John....Been to Texas and back in the last 6 months...I am now back, and with the love of my life....We have been friends for 5 years and finally we just admitted how we felt and are now together!!!!I love my life...

Got me a job...I enter inspection ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted on here in a really long time....Probably cuz I usually just post everything on Myspace....But there is a couple people on there that I don't want to read this...At least not yet...My supposed Fiancee is a piece of shit....I wish I could just beat the shit out of him...And if I wouldn't go to jail I would probably attempt to do ( Read more... )

Yeah that is all I can say about the last week ( Read more... )

Well...It has been a really long time since I have updated and I just got the internet back and a lot has happened in the last couple months.....Starting with my brother in law went to jail for trying to kick my sisters boyfriends ass.......Yeah it is funny that he did it but not to funny that he is in jail....Looking at a bit of time....Not to ( Read more... )

I swear to god the only good thing that I get from the kids going to school is a break during the day.....Because when Jaylyn comes home she has homework there fore any sanity I had from the day is gone because it is a complete and total fight....She dont want to do it how she is supposed to do it and she wants to cry when I tell her to do it right ( Read more... )