First off.....ITS A GIRL! How exciting is that! Now I can really start getting ready. I need a name though...still working on that. Dan has....interesting ideas. Fortunately for me, he's not really serious about any of them. I mean...Jose Madre...for "Joe Mama"....uh, I don't think so Dan! haha. On another note, I think my brain is going to explode ( Read more... )

It's definitley been a long time since I've written in here. And so much has changed since then. So much, I can't even begin to explain. Good things and bad. Naturally. Mostly good. Fortunatley. We moved into our house! That's just awesome. Now....if only I could get a new car....hmm. Right, right. I was internet surfing and decided I'd add a quick ( Read more... )

Gentle & Sexy (11-20 points ( Read more... )

I'm afraid. Afraid of being who I am. Of what I did. Of what I didnt do. Of things I dont even know yet. Im afraid of the unknown....the most terrifying of things. Im afraid that I didnt do the right thing. Or, at least, in the right way. In fact, I know I didnt do things the right way. And I kick myself for it. Im so scared of being alone and ( Read more... )

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so how do you get screwed out of the concert youve been waiting for all year....?? oh yeah, i know...count on other people to be the ones to get tickets. sweet.
dammit.
i wanted to go so bad. i should have just spent $75 and bought a fucking ticket.
grrrrrr.

So im like...dying. haha. i cant eat shit. it makes me sick. i like when the doctor says:
"either a stomach ulcer or gastroentonitis"

i want these days now-

25th: Christina Aguilera
30th: Pat Benetar
31st: Brooks and Dunn/Rascal Flatts

im actually drunk right now. haha. im just online so that im doing something...so that i dont go to bed drunk...bc then ill be shot tomorrow. haha. oh man. ok. seriously...megans grad party was the shit. bc i dont get drunk anymore. ever. i dont even drink. so tonite was an excption. and i found a new drink of choice. SMIRNOFF TWISTED GREEN APPLE ( Read more... )

July 30, 2003
PAT BENETAR!!
Holy shit.
I couldnt be more excited if I was paid.
lol.

Have you ever cried because you were so happy ( Read more... )