Everything is so messed up! I wish God would just take me. I don't want to suffer anymore.My heart hurts... this is perminate damage. I don't know what to do, I miss him so much. I'm so sorry Corey just come back.

So yea I am going back to school tomorrow. I', kinda sad about going back because it was nice to sleep in ( Read more... )

Tears wont stop coming from my eyes.

I miss him so much and I just want to see him...

I wish you could all live one day in my shoes and see how much I love this kid, this amazing person who makes me feel like I mean so much more than I really do. He's my star.
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I want to call but I just don't know what to say....

I miss Ryan so much right now. I just want to see him. I haven't seen him in a while to have fun. I want to hang out and do something. I haven't done that in a few weeks with him. I love him so much.

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So this is one thing I am giving Ryan for his birthday... It's hot!


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So next thursday is Ryan's BIRTHDAY and he is going to be 20 and I am gunna get him the hottest gift ever!!!

I'm Heartsick for him already....

Well school next week and this sucks I am so sad. This summer has been amazing. The adventures, Ryan and it's all leaving. Katie Renea Ryan and I went to six flags yesterday. We went on superman first and I went with Ryan. It was awesome! I went on every ride with him besides 2. I love him. I thought it was the cutest thing when around 9:30 last ( Read more... )

So last night was awesome. Me and Ryan went out and it was just me and him how hot is that? I was soooo excited and it ended up being wicke cool. We went to see without a padle. it was pretty good. Ryan got us in for free because his brother works there. He's so cute I wish you guys new how I see this kid. What he meens to me. Seriously I love the ( Read more... )