my life has been changing quite a bit lately, and i'm not really a big fan of it. summer was fun, but now that it is over....i'm bummed out. now i am just home..or working all the time trying to save up money for college. my other half moved away and i'm just so unsatisfied with all the new people i meet ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in awhile..things are steady i guess. sean and i got back together and i get to graduate sooooooon. i think i might pee my pants:)

i miss a lot of you:(

i put everything into a giant box. there is so much in it the bottom almost fell out. that's how i know i lost a good thing.

there is a new cat running around with lucie. i sort of got jealous. i dont want her to be pregnantttttt. when i move this summer i am taking her..and only her. not a whole litter of kittens. well, i might take 1 or 2 or 3 or.....4..with me? haha well fuck that.

ha! if you read this...i have just wasted a few seconds of you life. meh

i had a pretty great day today. i just got to relax at jess's all night and not worry about one stupid thing ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 7 people about this game.
• Sean is the one that you love.
• Jon is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Alida.
• Lehr is the one who knows you very well.
• Tyler is your lucky star.
• Early Sunsets Over Monroeville is the song that matches with Sean.
• Joga is the song for Jon.
• Pink Moon is the song ( Read more... )

god, shit is so fucked up right now. i seriously have no idea what other things could go on in my life. one day i am meeting wonderful new people, the next i wake up in a random bed, the next i am crying on the phone to my old best friend. i wish i could erase everything ( Read more... )

you know what i am sick of? hating myself...
i'm really going to focus on myself. as selfish as that might sound. but i am tired of being down on myself for no fucking reason. i am too young to worry like i do.

ho hum

ha just kidding ( Read more... )

so this week has definitely had some very very horrible points....well in fact most of them are horrible, but i'm not going to get into that ( Read more... )