I think I have a problem with not being able to use the word 'no'. It's hard to say a lot of times, i dont know why. Maybe becuase I am scared of the reaction that I will get if I tell somebody no, or maybe I am scared of letting somebody down. Whatever the reason is, I still have a problem. I think I also have a problem of being too nice and I try ( Read more... )

I do not know why, but I would like to start writing in this. It seems fresh. I am going to post in this frequently, but still post in my other journal, therefore, I will not tell anyone about this, but let whomever stumble upon it. I think most of my friends have this journal added. Also, for the most part I believe that I will make this journal ( Read more... )

i just woke up from a little nap. last night was just a mess. Im not blaming anything on anyone at all, i was just tired when she called to pick me up and it was 11:45. and jess was mad and there really was no point in going if i was going to go and fall asleep. i really wanted to hang out with everyone last night too, but it was taking forever! ( Read more... )

im not sure whats going on with tonight. im not sure if i am going to the keg. i know i will be hanging out with greg april and jess. i dont know what we are doing though.

eww.. you fucking ugly bitch.

don't move my school bag or i will punch you in the face.

creep x magnet: she's trying to be in, yo ( Read more... )

havn't updated in a few days. last night liz came over and we walked to the keg. i never realized how close it was to my house and i can't believe i waited an hour for the bus the one time, i could have walked home in 10 minutes. I met a lot of new people. and made new friends. I have decided to slow down my drinking and wait a few weeks before i ( Read more... )

I was inspired by 'One Song Glory' to write a poem. its about a rockstar that has everything he could ever want. He finds this girl who isn't always quite honest with him, but he doesn't mind becuase she is a beautiful girl and he thinks she is perfect. But, on the inside, she is a train wreck. she has AIDS. he finds out that he has AIDS and he is ( Read more... )

got up late again today, it felt nice. My mom said could drive me so i ended up getting a ride. We are learning about blood types in forensics and i am taking interest in that class more becuase always had questions about blood types and such ( Read more... )

school has been alright. Today and yesterday we have to be at 10:30. It is nice getting up late. yesterday I walked to school for the first time since like freshman year. it was nice. I am going to walk again today, i think ( Read more... )