Well, so I haven't posted in nearly a year. I have about a thousand and ten things I could write about. I could talk about all the new and exciting things I've done in the last year. I could talk about the cool people I've met. I could talk about how I moved 2000 miles. I could talk about all the new music I've discovered. I could talk about my new ( Read more... )

10 songs for the letter B ( Read more... )

Went to Death Valley this weekend


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48 hours down,
316 to go
jesus christ, I'm going to fucking kill someone

I keep having a recurring dream that Wes is visiting me, and he is driving my car, and we are coming back from... somewhere, and he's kind of speeding down Western, and right at the intersection of Adams, there is a homeless person crossing the crosswalk perpendicular to us, even though our light is green. It's nighttime, and we dont' see him until ( Read more... )

:(
All my classmates found out that they got into UCLA today. Ok, maybe not all, but at least 5 did.
I checked, they haven't made a decision about me yet.
If it's anything like Davis, they notify rejects after they notify "winners".
Hooray
God, I'm such a fucking loser
This sucks
...isn't there anything I'm good at?

Elizabeth Maree Hare, thank you for your application to UC Davis for Fall Quarter 2006 ( Read more... )

I just don't understand it, I don't, I don't get it. It's not fair. I don't understand why I'm not good enough. I feel so unwanted and unloved and stupid and hurt. Alternately, I want to go smash something or cry. I don't know what. I wish I had boxing this week, I sure as hell know what I'll be thinking of when I'm there next week. As for going to ( Read more... )

I just don't understand why...

I have seriously had a bad couple weeks.

yea...

lame