you're lucky you had someone when you crashed

I picture your face, at the back of my eyes.
A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize.

I'm calling your name, up into the air.
Not one of the others, could ever compare.

Wait, there is a light, there is a fire.
Illuminated attic. Fate? Or something better?
I could care less
Just stay with me awhile

its fear, its hurt, its bliss.

this is what i want.

havent updated for quite a bit, been tired from training as well as the other things happening in my life. so just a quickie now, cause i need to rest up for yet another training session.

a new year and maybe, just maybe, a new year

bang.

(:

by the time i show you the best of me when you are at your worst,

the damage is already done

why do we be at our very best, only when life has given us the very worst

this isnt for myself, to wallow in self pity, but its more like to you guys who have been hurt.

Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah ( Read more... )

yes i needed you to be around as a friend, especially after i gave you a sneak peek into what happened to me. you knew you knew i needed you. you just ignored it. found the taste of self-happiness to be much more satisfying than altruism ( Read more... )

test

Today in the evening, i went to get contact lens for syikin and myself, before supposedly going to kakak's house to spend the night with them. As i was having a relaxing smoke in front of the 7-11, a guy who was drinking beer asked me for the time. He was just sitting down with his motorised scooter and chilling the night away. He looked mid 30s, ( Read more... )