i just went through a giant mound of undies. way to many.

no more school.
anyone care to go on a road trip??

ok, so maybe i did hardcore dance in the parking lot at school.

what are you going to do about it?

i like pie

life is a bitch yet again. i finally came to the realiztion that i will be homeless in may. i dont know where im going to college and my music isnt doing anything for me. my job only pays 6.50 and hour and they are only working me once or twice a week ( Read more... )

life
its coming at me fast...
too fast.

if only i could pause it just for a moment. maybe change a few things. undo everything i regret. do everything i forgot to. correct all my mistakes. fix all my flaws. erase the pain.

i dont know what to do anymore.

i finally broke down and cried today. i feel like jonathan doesnt care for me as much as i care for him. is this all in my head? he hasnt called me, i am worried. i left flowers, balloons, and a letter on his car and then rolled it. why hasnt he acknowleged it? why doesnt he look deep into my eyes and tell me how much he cares for me. christmas eve ( Read more... )

havent had a computer in a while. always bored. mandeville sucks.

if only all these words jumbled in my head would make it to this entry.

ive broken down and cried to many times. i hate all of this.

im stuck in maryland til wednesday. i dont know how much longer i can take this shit.

fuck this hurricane.

i still havent found a damn band.