i am sick. my eye lids have been feeling heavy for days. nose is constantly stuffed or runny. and i have those cold sore things in my mouth. my back hurts and i cant eat.

i feel like sleeping my life away...

i am homesick. but i will stay this time.

god i miss u so much.

i sit from afar and stare at my empty room. my walls are bare, floor is visable, no clutter to be found under my bed. nothing is left. i began packing last night. i threw most of my things away. i cant believe that im doing this with dad knowing. i guess its better than running away like last time. well this time dad actually doesnt want me here, ( Read more... )

the blood has dried under my nails. everytime i touch something a throbbing pain shoots through my finger tips. what have i done?

my finger nails are bleeding

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im actually happy again.

love hits us at many ages ( Read more... )

man, 10 hours of sleep. i want to keep going. im so tired.