so i found this old journal of mine while cleaning my room, from when i was 18 ( Read more... )

I am enjoying life immensely. Remember a few months ago, when I said that I loved myself more than I really ever had, and that I hoped it would last?

It did.
It really fucking did.

It's pretty satisfying to wake up every day these days. I really am turning into a genuinely happy person, and my life has just gotten so silly.

Really, I can't see ( Read more... )

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Read this.

“(Literature) can put you in a position which is both inside and outside of yourself, so that what you get is a depth of knowledge, otherwise not possible, about your situation, and a context in which to put that situation, so you’re no longer alone with feelings that you can’t manage. People’s powerlessness comes from feelings that they ( Read more... )

update! my head hurts ( Read more... )

it is 10:30 in the morning.

i am at the library. the library is open tonight until 2 a.m.

that is fourteen hours.

i will get a hand-written rough draft of this paper finished by tonight.

then, all i have to do is revise while i type.

this is my goal. it is slightly lofty, by maybe if i write it down, i'll actually do it.

in other news, the little ( Read more... )

just echoing what everyone else has been sayin' :

this summer is going to be fucking awesome.

silver stars7127 (12:50:38 AM): i just figured it out
silver stars7127 (12:51:41 AM): i'm going to graduate in december, right. so i'm going to save up as much money as possible until then. then i'm going to move home to my parents' for a few months and save some more, i'll have my own room because diane will be married by then. then i'm going to ( Read more... )

april first. it's been one year.

i fucking did it.