ball sack. i'd name it...balsac.

and to answer your question, lina, the reference in my page title comes from a tool quote.

"I can help you change tired moments into pleasure
say the word and we'll be well upon our way...
...blend and balance pain and comfort deep within you
till you will not want me any other way...."

call me superficial...please..because i am.
if you say you aren't, you're either ugly, or lying.

being as i've been mia for some time, i'll trouble to embark on a rant.  it's been a while, and i have good reason to do so.
a few months back, when i ended up stuck in bumfuck egypt (eastern shore), i began surfing the net...now, other than bluelight, ( Read more... )

-edited.

now this...this is actually a good question.  unlike the dvd thingy.
-shakespeare, collected works...trite, but...
-survival on desert islands with no electricity 101
-survival on desert islands with no electricity 151
-a freaking cell phone so i can get off this mofo, fuck a book
-a sandwhich.
-how to kill myself while stuck on a desert island with no ( Read more... )

this post has been edited....there are reasons why.  suffice to say the point of it all was i am a fuck up.....end of story. i would delete it but for ak's always rather perceptive input...

as this seems to be a topic at the moment ( Read more... )

it can get awfully cold out there in the dark...
which is the main reason people tend to wrap themselves in ideology and religion....i understand this, in concept, anyway.  and maybe there are people out there who genuinely believe in what they claim to; but as such things cannot be verified or negated (in this flesh form reality, anyway) what is ( Read more... )

now, to explain a little...(thank u, angel..damnit) i certainly wasn't making fun of anyone...not in a severe sort of way.  i understand the need to put yourself out 'there'...if only in the most anonymous of ways; but u see, i did the existential crisis thing....i still do, at times...but ultimately what it gets down to for me is: why sweat the ( Read more... )

ten cups of coffee and very loud music.
i'm normally awake by midnight.
if i start at six a.m.