just sitting at my desk doing nothing... bored.
covering myself with my blanket from this cold weather.
why do i feel a bit lonely in this time of year?
it must be the winter blues.

I am glad that I still have everyone I love and my crappy job (although I've had my tough times). I'm just grateful for each day.
Lord, thank you for everything for I am blessed by your love. :)

every now and then, those feelings creeps up and make me think. what is it that i'm not satisfied with my life? maybe i'm better off being alone with no one to worry. life kinda sucks right now and i just wish i could be somewhere else. somewhere far away ( Read more... )

i'm actually a really fragile person although i try not to show that i am. i pretend to be strong when i'm not. sometimes i can't even pull myself together. i break down and cry. just crying to myself. thinking about how much it hurts. wondering... if everything is even true. do they mean anything? maybe i'm just pretending that everything is ok. ( Read more... )

there's just a lot on my mind lately. not sure exactly what is up, but my mind is wondering around... about everything in my life and how it's going.

*sigh* i don't know what to do....

yay! there will be another tea ceremony demonstration on campus and i get to participate in it. that's just so cool!
well, i hope all goes well. i'm really looking forward to it. :)

yay! finally an update. it has been such a long time. nothing much going on, but been busy working. that's about it.
oh yeah, the new year is coming up pretty fast. i can't believe it. so much have passed... almost like a blink of an eye.
let's wish for a better year and more fun to come!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

my heart aches. i feel sad. maybe i fall inlove too fast. i hate this feeling ( Read more... )

i need to review my japanese. yesterday, when i was walking around the mall after i got off work and guess who i saw? morita sensei!! she saw me too, so we both stopped and talked for a bit. i realized how much i suck at speaking jp. seriously, i need to do some serious studying and reviewing. she spoke to me mostly in jp, but i understood what she ( Read more... )

i want dedicate this song to someone special in my life right now. this song describes perfectly about how i feel. :)

"The Best Thing"

It's been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here
Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live in a world without you now

All my life
I've been searching for you
How did I survive
In this world before you
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