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[isotachthoughts]

Why is it when i try to be more positive, more nice, more outgoing, all i get in return is how annoying I am, how i am flawed in this way or that, how i basically suck at life. You wonder why I am so fucked up? I can't seem to catch any kind of break. I am freaking out at 1230 at night, and I realize, I have NOONE i can call for help, to vent to

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[starrbear]

Come on! You can call me! 2175526159. I will answer when I can and I will let you scream, cry, whatever you need.

<3 I know anxiety and I couldn't control anything in my life until I had meds. I used to yell at Jake all the time, want to hurt things/myself, never let my mind stop considering every moment of every day...

[isotachthoughts]

I feel much more sedate this morning, thanks! People shouldn't tell me things as i am falling asleep, specially when i do something that pisses them off, and they had all fucking day to tell me

[goddessofvenus2]

If it makes you feel better, your 12:30 at night is my 11:30 in the morning. If you don't mind international fees, you can always call me!