I am really getting to old to be getting jealous over exes finding new people... when is my life gonna settle down, is it gonna settle, should i just give up and be single forever and forego having to go through this again.... I need some beer and chocolate stat

Wow... so i went to college with this kid. I didn't know him too too well, and didn't hang out with him much, as he pushed a lot of jesus stuff. But he is a fellow met major. Well he has days left to live. Cancer ravaged his body really fast. I feel like such an ass, like i should have been nicer or something. Its also so strange, he's only 28 ( Read more... )

I just cant catch a break at anything. My love life, my work, my family,my body, school is even not cool. Since when does an A- mean your GPA sucks. Ugh, i need a hug, a drink, a friend in w00ster, something to take my mind off things. I haven't felt this crappy in months, and fuck does it suck.

Available again... who's got single guy friends they want to introduce me to??

Might be single again.. not sure.. giving it a week, thinking about it... it looks hopeless really. Well then 10 months of my life wasted grrrrr

hookay so, when was the last time i updated? Oh yes, a year ago... well, here's what has been happening. I am now mentally stable, well stabler, i still have random nervous breakdowns. I am dating a guy, i can't see it lasting too long, although it has been 8 months, i don't really see a future with him, but hey, its something to do. I started ( Read more... )

...Does anybody still use this or read this or care if i start using it again and detailing my life to you?

Fuck getting older. This sucks!

PuhLEASE shoot me now!

I think i need more attention than anyone can ever give me. Sad realization, question is, do i deal with it, and try to accept that nobody wants to be around me 24/7, or do i stay the same, and hope that someone out there likes the 24/7 approach. Ok so maybe not 24/7, but at least some attention everyday