So yeah... it's been a while. sense i last updated i've: lost my fiance, lost my job, dar broke down, lost my appartment, and have lost my mind. I've been looking for a new job but not with much luck. I've not expressed myself in a long time. So now i'm single again, take that bit of info as you please. I'm a tiny bit bitter for the things that has ( Read more... )

hey everybody! what's going on. Well with me i'm living with some friends and about to move back to lex with my fiance so things should calm down a bit. right now it's been a party every weekend and hanging out at the house through the week as i work. I'm working for my dad doing general contracting, (i can't seem to keep my hands in one peice, ( Read more... )

IPHONE!!! i so what one but for that price a PS3 comes first... IPHONE!!!

So i'm home from the hussle and bussle of the hollidays. I'v seen a car flip a couple times, a 14yo that had shot himself in the mouth and lived, and a 60yo married woman grabbed an handfull of my arse as i went to get some Mac-n-Cheese, needless to say it wasn't woth the food... it's the 26th and i'm suppose to be running a DnD game when spydie ( Read more... )

It's been a while hasn't it. I'm sitting here in my livin groom with nothing to listen to but my thoughts and the occasional Mac truck that goes by. Now looking back i really do miss the times i've had with some friends that i haven't seen in a long time. I miss sitting and discussing things with you Spydie, Playing Mortal Combat with POW, and just ( Read more... )

Not that anybody reads this anymore, let anlone likes the author anymore. but I don't care. It seems as though i've lost a friend because of a stupid rumor that even though i discredit it and so has another person, the result didn't change. This really hurts. But if that's his decision then i have no choice but to respect that ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:HighSchizotypal Disorder:HighAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate
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Well it seems i've mannaged to piss a couple loved onse off to the point that kicking me out was sugested. this isn't going to be good. i'm sorry to those who's toes i've stepped on. I feel as though i have seen this coming. i suppose it's inevitable. i can't live anywhere long until i do something that somebody doesn't like and then they don't ( Read more... )

For some reason unknown to me, i feel like crying. I don't know why but i do. i feel the tears swelling up and that knot in my throught and i don't know why. I feel a bit down in the dumps but for no real reason. i'm just a bit confused as to why i feel this way and why i feel like crying.

Let me get this straight right now, I love my parents even though I may not agree with them MOST of the time. And something else, I hate it when a woman is struck by a man. You just don't do it... My brother and my mother got into an arguement last night and my brother hit my mother. from what i understand she is in some real pain right now. She ( Read more... )