Or have you forgotten who you are?

I truly believe you have forgotten, if you really did not know it was you who wrote that poem, it is obvious that that part of you is no longer existent. The part of you that i fell most in love with.

No, you didn't do anything nasty to me at all. What at all could you have done to deserve me being this angry with you? And if you really tell yourself nothing, you have lost any images of a soul and your heart. But what of all things have i said during our relationship, that no matter how mad or angry at you i am, i will always love you for as ( Read more... )

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south carolina is the same as when i left.

shitty.

but i'm stuck here til august anyway.

i can't wait to get back into school and get my life started back in tupelo.

receiving a paycheck is nice. but the bank won't allow me to use my money i deposit apparently(wtf? sort that shit tomorrow.)

charleston definitely has an aged look to it when driving ( Read more... )

weird thing just happened. no to gloat. i hate that, just wanted to make a note to myself ( Read more... )

• wake up at 10
  • you always seem to wake up to a certain alarm, set that one for the time you want to get up
  • you were right!
• pack for charleston
• laundry
  
  • best done before packing
• clean up the food in your room, we're gonna try this one small thing at a time
• no smoking
• ingest large amounts of coffee before hitting the road
  • oh man was it large amounts
    
• P90X day 9. ( Read more... )

• run up to applebee's and vanelli's, they're both hiring
  • i waited an hour for a 1 minute interview. i can't even tell if i got the job or not.
• P90X day 8! Chest Back and Shoulders!! Made it one week already!? Hell Yeah.
• Pack for Charleston, you'll be gone for 5 days.
• Bike to town and back.
  • REALLY bad weather today. i mean fo' shizzle. BAD
• Go to sleep ( Read more... )

• eat a huge salad
  • it wasn't huge but it was a salad
• P90X day 7 Stretch X. They actually give you the option to not do this one if you don't want to. Atleast check it out.
  • i didn't do it, but it's the same as the yoga, just less meditation
• 3 Chapters
  • no chapters
• Figure out opening to River Flows In You
  • it just hasn't dawned on me yet
• Lug something really ( Read more... )

• look up information for jennifer's film
• clean room
  • if i would just get the food and dishes out of here it would look a lot better, it isn't that messy
• call about jobs in paper. DO IT!!
  • you'd think the armed forces would be a little more specific in their ads that they were the armed forces. douches.

• get new phone
  • found my phone!!
• spend day in a public place. you need to socialize. don't let not having a car anymore keep you at home.
  • went out with jennifer and spent day at her house
• call about jobs posted in the newspaper
  • failure!
  • you must not want to get a job. bum.
• P90X!! day 5!! legs and back!! woo hoo!!
  • oh man, not looking forward to this. my legs ( Read more... )